Therein lies my predicament. I have started to do my own thing. I'm not doing anything for her at this point. She knows this, that's why she says that she wants to get back together. However, I feel like I'm just being toyed with; and that if she really does want to work this all out, she'll do it. I'm just tired of that feeling. I'm thinking about giving her an ultimatum at this point because I'm at such a loss for what to really do with myself. I don't do things I don't want to, but I feel that if I just sit on my hands anymore about this I'm going to lose it and tell her to just **** off, because she's toying with my feelings.
Funny thing is, I thought I wanted my girlfriend back so bad at the time. But then I started doing the things I mentioned above like doing my own thing, going out, etc. And when my ex finally came around and wanted me back because she knew I was doing just fine without her, I had already met someone else who was perfect for me. We’ve been together since. Happily married too.
Hang in there, and good luck.