I took one and only one (and they gave me forty) pill of hydrocodone after I had my wisdom teeth out because (a) it really started to hurt after the lidocaine wore off and (b) I was worried I was not going to be able to sleep that night given the pain. I was in the clouds after that and do not remember much what happened until the next morning. My girlfriend told me that I was loopy and barely able to form a sentence without tailing off at the end of it.
Went to sleep, woke up in the morning feeling better and normal, never took any more of them, and took the remaining 39 back to the pharmacy a few weeks later.
The moral of the story -- opium is powerful and can get the best of us, even if you started with legitimate medical and pain-management intentions about its use, particularly if you do not have any experience with them, any help, or if there are other major stresses in your life to induce you to look for any escape. I can completely see why people end up addicted to that stuff after just one little shot of it, and I would prefer not to go back unless I absolutely had to.
Guys like Tyler and Jake probably deal with pain 20x worse on a daily basis.
If this is the issue. If.
All my sympathies. This is something people need some serious help over.