That was very powerful and sad and painful all at the same time. It was also a beautifully written piece, communicated with words that I hope resonate. It did make me tear up, but also gave me hope. I usually feel like sobbing after reading something like this, and although I did cry some, you wrote in such a philosophical and understanding way that it gives me hope that I will be able to make it through losing my best friend someday. My dog is 11 years old now and a small breed so he literally could live another 4 or 5 years, but just like you said Chris, it also could all come crashing down tomorrow. Again, just like you said, you have to LIVE and LOVE for today, that's all we have, the here and now. May time and whatever higher power you look too bring you and your wife peace as you move forward. Make sure you mourn and keep Paislys memories alive as we all know you will and don't be afraid to love another lil buddy again someday.