This makes me so very sad.
Jake, I hope you get your life back together.
This. Not excusing his behavior but he has had a lot of life shortfalls in such a short time.
-College career ending injury at ISU (didn't end his playing career but watch his presser after the Baylor game his senior year and see how much it meant to him to be a Cyclone)
-He gets busted for PED's. It was a mistake on him but you hear all the time about how pros use PEDs and eventually come back but when you are a rookie like him, it is essentially career ending which ended up proving true.
-As I wondered but another poster confirmed, he got divorced from his college sweetheart.
That's all we really know he is going through but there very well could be more. I'm no psychologist but I cannot imagine how much that does to a mind. It doesn't matter what kind of life high points you are riding but he may have felt he lost everything. I hope he can get his life together and start over. He is a great Cyclone and is still one of my favorites.