I call BS on the "If you're apathetic you're not a true fan" bull****. My closet filled with clean ISU clothes and my floor covered with dirty ISU clothes, as well as the 6 years I spent at ISU and the diploma waiting to be hung on an office wall would say otherwise. That being said, not only did I not realize we were playing a top 25 team on Saturday, I didn't even realize we had already lost it by the time I started checking ESPN BottomLine.
Perhaps that says something even stronger - when true Cyclone fans begin not caring anymore because things have gotten that bad for that long, maybe it's time for a change - and this is coming from someone that used to defend McDermott to the hilt. All offseason I said this would be the litmus test for McDermott - Brackins turned down sure $millions to come back, and this was going to be the best team he's had here at ISU. But instead, it's just more of the same. My pendulum hasn't completely swung in the opposite direction, I'm not shouting "Fire McDermott" from the rooftops - yet. But after 4 years it's clear the basketball team needs a radical change.
As far as me not getting angry, I just don't get angry that easily or all that often. I love Cyclone athletics, but I just have far too many other important things in my life - like my family, my job, my friends - that I'm just not going to blow a gasket like some other ISU fans because the team isn't performing. I'm just going to stop caring because, quite frankly, I've got other things that need to be done and right now the way the basketball team is playing it's just not worth my time. If I can flip it on the radio and listen while I"m doing other things, fine. But until the team starts giving me a reason to care it's just another item on my list of things to do...